Where have all the days gone?

I slept through them. This round has left me so very exhausted! I sleep on the way to the cancer center, then I sleep through the pre-meds and doxo. Then I sleep on the way home and then crawl into bed only to sleep the night away... I do not think I have ever slept this much before. It's crazy! I am just wondering how bad it is going to get this time. My gums are starting to get irritated and my throat was a little sore this afternoon. I was feeling very nauseated going into the treatment today, but it went away and I thought that getting the pre-meds which include Zofran would help. Then the ride home came and I could not fight it any more. I puked my brains out. I hate throwing up, it always makes me cry. Not sure why but it does. It's like a crazy release. My taste buds are off too. It's weird, some things are way too salty and some things I can barely taste at all. This is the last bag of round four. It should be done around noon tomorrow. I am so ready to get disconnected and take a long warm shower. Then only two more rounds left.

I have daily readings that I have been reading through this round. The reading for today was saying that God has a plan for everyone. That you must accept His Will. He knows more about what you need than you do. That you should be just as ready to experience suffering as to have joy, just as glad to be poor and needy as to be well off. I am trying to remind myself that everything I am experiencing now will only help me to grow to the person that I am supposed to be...