The strands have turned to clumps...

Today was a bad day. The strands of hair falling increased to clumps of hair. When I was getting ready for work my hair would not stop falling out. I cried and cried as I kept pulling the wads of hair out of my brush. I had a kroger bag that I was filling with my hair. It was everywhere. On the floor, on the sink and all over me. As soon as I would get it styled, it would start to clump again and I would have to work more out. I have a bald spot on the back of my head. I am able to cover it with my hair, but I was so self conscience. I have always had thick hair, but now it is super thin. At work, my head was so cold and I could feel the breeze from the ac. It was crazy! Even after all of that hair that came out this morning, I still have a good amount left. Not sure how long it will last. Hopefully I will still have it by Friday. My daughter has been away at camp since Sunday. She has not been here to see the process of my hair going shorter and thiner. I would hate to have to pick her up on Friday with a buzzed head. My mom and aunt went to the store and bought a few different scarfs and caps. They also went to a store to price wigs.I gave myself a pep talk at work. I told myself to snap out it and get a grip. It's just hair, it will grow back. I need to take charge of the situation and stop dwelling on what I cannot change. Now I am just trying to figure out if I should just buzz it off now or wait. Either way I want it to be my choice.