Today was rough. The memorial service was held for my friend Lynn. I was sad when I heard about the passing of Lynn. A part of me though, understood that it was time. She led a wonderfully long life that was full of many blessings. I went to the service not knowing how it was going to hit me. Sitting there listening to the music and watching the slide show of pictures from throughout her life made me cry. I do miss her and it feels weird knowing that I will not see her at the troop meetings anymore. But most of all, this is the first person that I have known to pass that had cancer since I was diagnosed. It hit a little too close to home for me. I am glad that she is not suffering anymore and she can finally rest now, but it scared me.
I am waiting to get my test results. Waiting to see if my life will be able to stay on this path back to normality or if it will get flipped upside down again. I am so scared. I want a long life full of many blessings. I want to see my daughter graduate and get married. I want to do so much more, travel, finish school. I hate that I have to go through this. Cancer freaking sucks.
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